I was finally able to hold Avery again. She is always full of smiles when we visit. She is still in the PICU and will remain there until her first Trach change which will happen on Monday or Tuesday. She will then move to the peds floor. I feel like she has grown so much in the last few weeks, she has more hair, she's more alert and more active. I have been going home everyday since she's been in the PICU so I can spend more time with Madi and the boys. Its been good to be home, I feel normal there. Once Avery is on the Peds floor I will take over her care, as well as learning how to live at home with a child and trach.